I am a “millennial”. I have no idea what I am doing with my life. I am doing a great many things, and many great things, but I am still waiting for the shining moment when I become an adult.
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So a year ago i wrote a rather angry piece: https://amiagrownupyet.com/2019/03/21/i-will-find-a-way-lucy-lyness/ It was suggested i write an update a year later. So here you go. Occasionally upon waking The demons stir, their claws reaching for sunlight Momentarily I freeze, awaiting their grip But when I roll over and see the splayed hair of the man … Continue reading A Year Later
I have alluded previously that I am horrendous at making decisions as I cannot rely on my own brain. I get caught up in fantasy, choose to see things the way I want to see them, a defence mechanism built up over many years of being hurt. Reality is usually too painful to acknowledge, so … Continue reading My Naivety – 31/05/19
youth’s ultimate beauty of innocence and hope if ignorance is bliss, then surely, therefore, so is this the potential and possible timelines and paths streaming out of my body like ribbons of life, like lifeforce itself you took this, it attracted you like the murderous magpie you are that malleable soul before you that … Continue reading I Will Find A Way – Lucy Lyness
I am struggling and I don’t know what to do. I am pissing myself off with my inability to grab things head on and deal with it. To me, my struggling is a weakness I abhor. I want to reach out to someone and tell them that I cannot cope, but I don’t know who … Continue reading February 11th – I need to breathe
Am I A Grown Up Yet? 